Wednesday, April 29, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flTqYYRTIZc
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
Have you ever changed yourself for someone or something?
I did.
But in the end,
I realised I've tried too hard to change myself that it becomes so fake.
And this affected my relationship with others.
Thanks for letting me know what a different person i was in the past.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
I was out with Junius
We were crossing the road at dobhy ghoat when both of us were almost knocked down by a car.
And we decided to name the road " the 200k road" due to a joke i told.
Imagine both of us crossing the road.
A car dashed and knocked both of us down.
In a instant, we turned into $200 000 worth of cash.
(Proudly sponsored by Aviva and citibank insurance)
That's if you get the joke.
Never mind if you dont get it.
I know i'm bad at telling jokes.
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Few days back,
I was reading an article about abusive boyfriend.
The article was titled graveyard boyfriend or something like that.
The victim was a 43 year old manager,
earning as much as 10K a month.
While the abuser, 38 was earning 2.8K per month.
She commented that she practically knows all the cemetaries in singapore
as her boyfriend would driver her to such places to abuse her and rape her.
Knowing that no matter how hard she struggled or screamed,
there would be no one to save her.
As such, she gave in to his abuse.
Everytime she stepped into his car,
she fears that she might never step out alive again.
For fear for being abused further,
she would give in to his unreasonable request time after time.
I guess woman are simply beings with more emotions.
It's hard for them to leave their abusive partners
because of the fear and guilt instilled in them by their partners.
Relationship is just like a never ending cycle.
Unless woman of abuses use their logic and not their heart,
this cycle would never end.
Agree?
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
Finally i realised i've a big problem.
The problem lies with me.
My character is simply flawed.
I was talking to wanni and she said that i'm not such a person.
Even if i was, she certainly didnt feel it tat way when we dated.
PS: Anyway, Thanks wanni for listening to my naggings. :)
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
What if one day someone offers you 2 pills
-a red and a blue pill.
He tells you that all this while you had been living in a programmed environment.
Everyone and everything around you are fake!
Your family is fake!
Your friends are fake!
Your pets are fake!
The only problem is, you are real!
The red pill allows you to live in your current programmed environment.
The blue pill wakes you up from your programmed environment and returns you back to reality.
Which pill would you choose?
I would choose the red pill and continue to live in my virtual land.
I guess i'm more of a person who would rather continue to
believe in the lie that was so perfectly constructed
than to accept the reality.
what about you?
PS: Sounds familiar? Adapted from matrix the movie.
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
There seems to be quite a few psychotic cases in my camp.
As a medic, i'm often in touch with such patients,
sending them to IMH on a few other occasions.
Recently, One of the patients suffered from pyschosis.
I was reading more on this condition on the net
and i stumbled across this condition called
Paranoid schizophrenia
Signs and symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia may include:
One of the symptoms of this disorder is
Auditory hallucination, such as hearing of voices.
An auditory hallucination is the perception of sound — usually voices — that no one else hears. The sounds may be a single voice or many voices. These voices may talk either to you or to each other. The voices are usually unpleasant. They may give a running critique of what you're thinking or doing, or they may harass you about real or imagined faults. Voices may also command you to do things that can be harmful to yourself or to others. When you have paranoid schizophrenia, these voices seem real. You may talk to or shout at the voices.
If you have any symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia, seek medical help as soon as possible.
reference:
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/paranoid-schizophrenia/DS00862/DSECTION=symptoms
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
Tired?
-Engine stalling,
-Changing to a wrong gear,
-Driving into the wrong lane,
-Losing concentration while driving,
-And alighting at the wrong bus stop.
I guess these are the tall tale signs of being exhausted.
I had a long week.
Driving lessons after work,
visiting grandma in hospital,
overnight duty on friday.
Not forgetting 2 class gathering during the weekend.
Add another 2 driving lessons on mon and tue the following week.
And another dinner on wed.
I guess i've pushed myself too hard trying to get a driving license.
I guess i need a break and a well deserved rest.
I really do!
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