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09 Longer.wma - Aiza Seguerra

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'm a slow learner.
And i'm unable to cope with the fast pace as the lesson progresses.
This just makes me feel so dumb.

I've always known that i'm a person with low self confidence.
And this is rather depressing...

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/21/2009 10:26:00 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

She nagged for another hour today.
But i was glad that i was able to shun away from her naggings.

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/19/2009 08:47:00 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I'm so damn screwed.

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/17/2009 11:00:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

True self

One of my friend once told me this:

"Your true self is the one that you are most comfortable with."

I remembered telling him that i'm comfortable in both selfs.
So i do not really not what my true self is.

But now i guess,
i finally realised what my true self is.

And only few of my friends have seen my true self.

This makes me ponder,
How would others react if they saw a different "me".

Would they be able to accept it?
Would they be totally shocked and surprised?
Would they wonder what's wrong with me today?

And that's for me find out, and you to know. . .



Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/16/2009 11:49:00 PM


I'm so excited!
And I'm gasping for air. . .
Cos someone has just unlocked the other side of me! :D

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/16/2009 12:19:00 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

My Superior is terrible.
Can someone please teach me some survival skills
to survive for another 1 1/2 years
Away from the clutches of the evil witch...

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/11/2009 10:22:00 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

I'm being posted to the medical centre
that has won the tittle of
"Best Medical Centre" for the second year running.
And sure expectations would be demanding as the senior medic would want to win the tittle for the 3rd consecutive year.

When i reported to the HQ for interview before reporting to the Medical Centre,
One of the guy there told me that this would be the worst posting as I had the worst senior medic ever.
Wish me All the best in enduring the rest of my 1 1/2 years under a demanding senior medic.


A text msg my SMTI buddy sent me this morning:

Enjoy your stay at your new place buddy...Remember you are not a trainee anymore... So watch your back...


Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/09/2009 11:37:00 PM


I was at the amusement centre with ben and mich on sat.
Someone had dropped in 60 cents,
but the token machine could only dispense a token worth 50 cents with no change given.
Upon seeing this,
Ben was totally excited and he began searching for coins,
throwing in another 40 cents in order for the token to be dispensed.
He sure was delighted that he gained 10 cents! :)

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/09/2009 10:56:00 PM

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

I feel very troubled
But the best thing is i dont even know what i'm troubled about.
I guess i'm just having too many problems to ponder about...

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/04/2009 08:58:00 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Vicky's birthday was Great!
The atmosphere, the people, the decors, the performances...
This was just like a wedding dinner with games and performances from friends and relatives.

One of the mini games included bringing items which started with the letters
V-I-C-K-Y
I was joking to my friends that C is for Clement.
And they should bring me to the stage.
And they really did!
And i was made to sit on the stage together with the other items.
The host commented that I must be a really good friend as i sarcrificed myself to be an item.
In the end, i contributed my Velcro bag, my keychain, and myself
and we won the 1st prize.

At the end of the dinner,
the function room evolved into a dance floor.
And i was pulled along with the others to the front.
I must have been crazy to have obliged
as one of vicky's cousin invited me to dance with him
despite the number of people looking...

I must say it was a great night as i meet familiar faces like
sal, meimei, farhana, mohana, zul, saras and jacintha.

okay. Now back to reality...
I guess the past 3 months was a bonus to me.
Being in SMTI was an enjoyable moment.
Now i await my posting...
Perhaps the real NS is just starting.

People always said that trainee life is always the best as you are being protected.

Clemz walked through the seasons at 3/01/2009 01:16:00 PM

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